Job 33:28

Saturday, June 10, 2023

Do yourself

Do yourself

 In 2007 my friend M gave me a sketchbook.  She had lived in Korea for years, and we had decided together to learn how to draw.  On the front cover it says, "Do yourself. Nobody is invited on your life.  Fill out your own style." (Sidenote- I do love a foreign-made product with silly English sayings on it.)

In the beginning 

The cider was better

So we each got a copy of the same drawing book, and we would go to restaurants, coffee shops, and parks to draw.  Based on the dates of the drawings we did this on and off for about a year.  We even took ourselves on a field trip and tried to draw 'en plein aire.' I would like to note that neither of us were gifted artists. I think that made the whole process even better.  I have always believed in continually doing something you aren't especially good at.  I think it keeps you honest.

We signed up for a class at the community college and although we went to the class faithfully all session- I can't say we got much better.

I'm not sure exactly what happened in May of 2008, but there is only one undated drawing after that.  

I say I'm not sure 'exactly,' because I remember the broad strokes of things that happened- and in the end M and I were not friends anymore.  I stopped drawing in my little Korean notebook.  But I kept it.  I moved it around from apartment to apartment to house, to duplex to house to house.  Here it is.  Sitting on my shelf 1/3 of the pages used- until this year.  I decided to complete at least one of my sketchbooks.  I choose this one because it already had some pages complete because it is small- because every once in a while I think about M and wonder what she does in her free time these days.

check out my purse
I have been keeping myself busy with all my many hobbies, but lately, especially- I've been drawing.  Not working on getting better drawing, just enjoying the process.  I've also been enjoying my watercolors.  Here is a self-portrait from my little Korean notebook.  I gave myself short hair- feeling optimistic about getting my hair cut.  I also included my 'signature' red purse and my favorite necklace.

More recently I've started working on 'a drawing a day' onlineclass.  Below is today's drawing.  

Now I have about 10 more pages in this notebook, and I've set up a habit of making a small drawing each day.  I hope I can continue- and after this notebook is full I'm moving on to a notebook I started in 2016 as a prayer journal,  after reading a book called "Praying in Color."  Each time I made a drawing I would connect it to a bible verse or a specific concern I had been praying about.
Parsley, sage, rosemary, and Thyme
I'm looking forward to working on that.

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