There is no good reason to be awake at 5:23 am. The problem is I've been awake for much longer than that- but since I don't have a working watch, my phone wasn't charged and Alexa thought I said, "Set an alarm for 5:15" instead of "5:50" I decided to get up.
Maybe it's anxiety. I don't have it together. I can't get it together. Every time I even start to get my crap together someone comes along and scatters the crap to the four corners. That's not even metaphorical. I mean literally, boxes of junk I've gathered to throw away, donate, sort through to redistribute in more logical places- scattered by someone- usually a very short and cute someone, but also sometimes just by me because I'm looking for something frantically.
Laundry, dishes, dirty bathrooms- toys everywhere and of course the scattered junk. So, when I get up early, what do I do to alleviate the anxiety? Blog of course. I have goals to meet.
I'll do useful things too- I'm already charging my phone and my watch. I'll make some tea and maybe fold some laundry. It's almost time to get up anyway.
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