I feel really ugly.
Not like "OH my God! My eyebrows are enourmous!"
or "I have a million zits!" ugly.
I mean ugly on the inside.
I also know that I shouldn't feel this way.
I'm loved and I'm forgiven.
I know.
There is a plan for me.
I know.
There are signs and wonders and beauty all around.
I know.
How to stop a feeling?