lists

I've always been a list maker. I've found that making lists can relieve some anxiety. I can see what I have or want to do.  It helps me remember what I have or want to do.  I feel more productive on days when I have accomplished things on my list.

I've been making these lists- but my expectations are too high.  I can't accomplish all  the things on my lists, not even most of the things, sometimes none of the things.  It's disappointing.  It's frustrating.  I think, is this a time in my life that will pass? Why do I always feel like nothing is finished?   Or is there something wrong with my expectations?

There are goals on my list- simple goals like drink 8 cups of water and take my vitamins each day. There are perpetual goals which I know are never really finished, like laundry and dishes and general cleaning and housework.  There are goals even for alone time and relaxation, because I need time for myself. I have 30+ minutes of reading (for fun), TV, crafting, blogging, or playing with a girl or two on my to do list.  I also include my work list.  Since I'm not required to be in my office any amount of time outside of class-  I can take my work home (although I rarely do these days.)

My time is fleeting.  I feel like I should be taking account of my time.  What's happening? Maybe it's a sign of the times. A plague of my stage in life.  We never have enough time. It is wearing us out.